guys i'm drunk and i miss her so much. my friends are so disrespectufl telling me that she was "300 pounds". that i'm into "fat girls". i know she had like 30 pounds on me but who gives a shit. i feel really low right now.
between home, work, my ex, the way i'm treated by my friends, my life is absolutely horrible. i feel like an afterthought. i'm one of those guys who is an easy target because i don't have comebacks and am that "nice guy" who finds it difficult to disrespect someone.
she never did respond. in fact she removed me on instagram a few days later. there's just facebook left. i'm going out on a second date tomorrow with this new girl who's into me, but i'm scared because it just won't be the same. it won't be her. but i also don't want to ruin it with her.
i just want to move away from everyone and everything. quit my job. stop talking to everyone. i wish i could just press restart on my life.
i came home yesterday from work crying. it was just my mom and me at the dinner table. and i can't talk to her about this shit. she goes "i thought you were over crying already." and sometimes it just hits me out of nowhere. i don't know if it's the stress, or just everything.
one of my best friends actually stopped talking to me because of the way i've been acting. and it seems like i've lost him too.
tonight one of my friends who actually is 300 pounds held me down on someone's bed while the other kid pretended to try to draw on my face with a marker while i'm freaking out and can't get out of the other guy's grasp/body weight. and then it was sent via snapchat to a bunch of people who know me. i probably weigh 140 or less and am not strong.
oh god i'm about to send a message to her mom thanking her for everything because they were the most incredible family i've ever had the pleasure of knowing and dealing with. it sucks i will never see them again.
If your friends are saying things like 300 ibs, theyre trying to stop thinking about her bc they know the fact that this is over. They want you to move on, theyre trying to motivate you on that, if they still treat you like shit after youre over it and back to "normal" well without that girl, as neek says you need better friends. I am a nice guy myself (its part of my culture that im stuck with), some are not as nice as i am but they dont treat me like shit, i mean we joke things on each other, but we don't actually mean it. Im sure youll find comebacks, maybe youll say if they she says 300 ibs and youll respond like "that explains why my car felt slow when i drove with her" which im probably sure you wont say things like that. And since that break up, you still went on like what 4-5 dates?
As for best friend not talking to you at this point, they want your old self back, sure without the girl, but you'll make it up and move on, its not like you're 33 and the girl didn't accepted the engagement ring and left, that would've been worse.
